Sometimes it takes a little while to figure it out. A dog that is not feeling so well to help you realize you are actually not taking the best care of yourself. The realization that you are spending way to much time with this guy that you like and not making friends of your own. You actually have a lot going for you and a great support system too. I actually made some friends when I first moved here. I have people that I can hang out with. There is more to this place! Just not any swimming holes... But there is so much that I haven't totally dived into yet, and I have a ways to go before I am allowed to be actually sad again. Less sad Anna is a way better Anna! Wahoo!